My Sunday Night Prayers

It's been a while since I last posted in this blog.

Today is Sunday night, close to midnight actually. My daughter just fell asleep half an hour ago. But here I am, sitting in a big bed which was supposed to be for me and my husband. But since he has been working away from Singapore for quite a while, my daughter has been sleeping on my bed.

She's really an angel. Although she can be stubborn, but she does listen to me when I started to raise my voice. Then she will start to get whiny, calling "mommy...huhu...mommy...huhu.." and will keep on saying that until a smile appears on my face. She will then smile widely and happily back at me. Such a sweet girl, love her so much.

But tonight, unlike the other nights where I can easily sleep together with my daughter, side by side, I could not put my mind at ease tonight. There is this weird feeling, uneasy, and loneliness that hit me really bad.

I am having a flashback at my life, what have I done in the past, what were the good ones and also the bad ones. To my surprise, I could not really remember clearly what had happened along the way, how could I get here, at this point of my life.

There were so many choices I could have made in the past, that definitely will give me feelings of satisfaction now. But yet, I chose this choice which led me feeling sorrowful and regretful now. If I had chosen different path, I would have ended up in much much much better place than I am currently in now. And to make my regrets worse, there were sooo many clues and hints and facts, all were pointing not to take the path I chose, yet I neglected all those and still made my choice anyway.

I know, I know, that regrets are not doing any good. It's not like I could choose the other option now. You know what, there were sooo many times when I really really wish that this is all a dream, and I could wake up from this bad dream of mine, and made the other choice.

And now I am stuck in this sadness and loneliness, it feels as if I am losing my mind. I understand that this is my hormone talking, but yet I still feel very miserable, and I just could not help it.

I really wish this is all just a dream, but reality check really bites me hard. I think I need to do some consultation with the expert, because this feeling has been haunting me for years.

And sometimes, I do wish I could ask, or to be more precise, ask for explanation from the God, as to why He thought this path suited me. Although He did mentioned that there was a better path for me out there compared to this one, yet I was so stubborn and neglect all other clues I got along the way. Yet, He okayed on this path at the first place.

So I ask for help from you my God, to help ease my endless worriness and sorrows, and may You always bless us all along the way, so we could make a better path for ourselves.
I pray hard for You to help me understand this and to help me get through this.

David and Victoria Beckham Seen in Royal Wedding

Another hot and much talked about couple seen in the Royal Wedding, is the charming David Beckham and the gorgeous Victoria Beckham.

As always, Beckhams always look great and perfect together. Victoria being 5 months pregnant, still look gorgeous in blue dress and high heels. One thing is missing though, where's your smile Posh?

Royal Wedding

Today 29th April 2011, another history is made: The Royal Wedding. The wedding between Prince William of England and the beautiful, commoner, Kate Middleton.

As of today, Prince William becomes the Duke of Cambridge. And his wife, Kate, becomes Royal Highness the Duchess of Cambridge.

The couple kissed on the balcony of Buckingham Palace, twice! For those of you who missed out the moment, you can watch in the following clip.




May them live happily ever after, blessed with great health and beautiful children.

Preserve Your Wealth From Global Uncertainties

The weaker than expected US economy and the rise in jobless claims which has reached the highest in last 3 months have pushed the bullion gold to record high. As of today, April 29th, the gold bullion tapped $1,542 high.

High inflation and weak dollars has lured investors to the precious metal. This week’s ending price is well above last week’s price of $1,503.80. In fact, gold is the safest form of wealth protection. It is acceptable worldwide, and can weather out environmental, economical and political uncertainties.

Take a look at recent events. Japan earthquake, Fukushima nuclear accidents, political unrest in Libya and Egypt, China rising inflation, and many other negative events in the world sent the price of gold higher. Hence, in view of many uncertainties that might happen, gold IRA or gold 401k are definitely the best accounts to hold on to.

One of the advantages of having these accounts is the flexibility it provides, i.e. Gold IRA transfer. The account holder has complete control over the IRA. Let’s say if you wish to cash in the gold to buy stocks or mutual funds, you do not have to go through the hassles of transferring into new custodian. The Gold IRA transfer can be completed only by clicking the button, which then your gold will be sold into the market, and you will receive cash in your account.

Preserve your wealth now by carefully managing your wealth. Gold is the way to go. It has survived many economy tumbles in history and will always be.

Bedtime Stories Routine

Now that my daughter is already 2 years old, she has longer span of attention. This allows me to read bedtime stories for her. When she was younger, she would take the book away from my hands and play around with the book. But now, she actually enjoy the stories am reading, and love looking at colourful pictures on the book. She likes pointing at each drawing and want me to name the name for her.

She has not started talking yet, but hopefully with this routine getting establishes, she will be able to talk soon. Fingers crossed.

Canton Fair 2011

It is now time of the year again, to go to China for Canton Fair. The Fair is going to be held in Guangzhou, as always, in April 15-20, April 25-30.

I love going to Canton Fair as I can always find something new and interesting for my still-small trading business. Hopefully I can find more interesting stuffs this year.

Other than that, I especially love the food there. It is soo yummy, and also love the many different fried type of snacks they usually sell on roadside. So yummy and cheap!!!

Premium Tickets to Different Events

What a beautiful day today. This week’s weather has been especially nice and sunny, just the way I like it. I love bringing my daughter to play at playground, and there are many activities we can do if it’s not raining.

And of course other than entertainment for my child, I need entertainment for myself. Recently I am so in love with going to concerts. I love singing along to the songs, especially if I can sing it out loud along with other people. I love the adrenaline, and best moments are when I can see them singing upclose.

I’ve been buying concert tickets at aCheapSeat.com because they offer premium tickets at very reasonable price. Tickets to concerts of big names such as Britney Spears tickets, Rolling Stones tickets, Zac Brown Band tickets, are very high in demand and hence very hard to get from box office. Therefore, I love buying concert tickets at aCheapSeat.com because I do not have to go through all the troubles of queuing and possible disappointments. Moreover, I can even pick good seating from the seating chart which are available most of the times.

Both me and my husband also likes musical performance. And what can be more entertaining than watching Jersey Boys musical performance. They have won numerous awards, and hence one can imagine how hard it is to get Jersey Boys tickets. Thanks to aCheapSeat.com for making our lives much easier. What we have to do is to choose good seat, buy online and those tickets will be couriered to us.

My husband also likes to get Augusta National Golf Course ticket to watch together with his golf buddies. Seriously, one can find good tickets for many different events from aCheapSeat.com. Life is more beautiful now, isn’t it?